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1) A recent dream I had: If this scene were in a movie, it would be universally panned as unsubtle and tone deaf )

2) There's much talk, in recent news (at least, on NPR), of how the political upheaval in France, South Korea, Germany, and Syria, are all connected in a web of general Global Populism. What I've not heard much about is how the murder of the United Healthcare C.E.O. is also part of this great wave. Sure, he wasn't Technically part of a national government, but considering how much power corporate conglomerates have over the daily lives of U.S. citizens, he may as well have been.

3) On a happier note (unintended pun), this video was in my recommendations, this morning:



Lyrics )

4) Speaking of spinning yarns, I recently watched another video (It's (still) okay to lie to your kids about Santa) about studies that show, at a certain age, children learn to look for evidence to back up the stories their parents (and their societies) tell them. But they're less likely to learn that skill if they are protected from untruths at all costs. And that got me thinking two things:
  • So never letting your kids be exposed to fictional stories has a similar negative effect on their intellectual health as never letting your kids be exposed to dirt has on their physical health (they can't build up a healthy resistance to 'infection')?
  • So (in general) at what age do kids learn the distinction between manipulative lies and playful stories?


5) Subtle sign of my culture's amatonormativity: Recently had cause to call for a heating tech to come figure out why my heater wasn't responding to the thermostat (It turns out, someone had flipped the emergency switch that shuts off the heater, and I'd forgotten that switch existed; it's around a corner that's hard to get to in my chair), and I called the company whose name is on my thermostat cover. When I gave the address to the receptionist, she asked if I were Mrs. Ann [Last Name]; I (while sighing internally at the assumption that all adults of a certain age must be married) answered: "Not 'Mrs.,' but yes."
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1) I've been thinking a lot, lately, about where I fit, psychologically, within "the Generations" in America, today. Here are a couple of Tumblr posts I've written about that:


2) Along with becoming ever more convinced that Ophelia (from Hamlet was outright murdered (and that Shakespeare wanted us to draw that conclusion -- or at least, have that suspicion), I've also concluded that the play should be performed for comedy at every opportunity -- all the better for leaving the audience in stunned silence at the final, tragic, scene, with the bodies on the stage.

3) Still getting SpongeBob-related recommendations in my YouTube feed. That's how I got to hear this original song written and performed by Ethan Slater, post-Broadway debut:

Closed-captioned. Lyrics contain brief swear-words, so if at work, maybe listen with headphones.

But yeah. I think this is a young talent I will keep my ear out for.
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1) Have I mentioned here, yet, that I started a Soundcloud account, so I could post my reading aloud of my poems -- right now, especially, the poems in my book The Monsters' Rhapsody: Disability, Culture & Identity? There are 30 poems in the chapbook, and so far, I've done the first two: The Monsters' Rhapsody and Anthem (For the People of No Nation). I still plan on making videos of the poems, but I also want to have them up on multiple platforms, and there's less of a mental block in making them audio only.

2) I'm just so discouraged by the Impeachment, knowing ahead of time that it's a foregone conclusion that Lord Dampnut will be acquitted because of blind party loyalty.

3) Here's a video I watched this last week, about how the word "Straight" came to mean "Heterosexual." It's nice to see the privileged center of our culture get interrogated, sometimes, too (Wuth human-edited closed captions):


4) I can't remember if I've shared this before, but I'm sharing it now, anyway, because I just had it for lunch, and it was really tasty I make this in a microwavable, moisture resistant paper bowl, so I don't have to worry about cleanup):

Smooth, "natural style" almond butter (The kind where the oil separates from the solids, if you leave sitting for very long,* thinned with egg whites (I use the pre-separated whites from a carton, because spasticity), until it's a an even thick consistency, like heavy cream, seasoned with salt, sugar and cinnamon to taste. Into this mixture, toss small, mouse-bite sized pieces of somewhat stale bread (Martin's whole wheat potato bread is my favorite kind, so far), and stir them around until there is no puddle of liquid in the bowl, and the bread bits are evenly soaked through and squishy. Zap in the microwave until the egg is fully cooked and firm (I use a 700 Watt oven, and it takes 3 minutes. If I put raisins in the mix, I'll add a bit of water, and zap the thing at 50% power for two minutes, and full power for another two minute, so the raisins can hydrate before the egg mix is fully cooked. This also works with peanut butter. But cashew butter comes out with a weird texture.

*Oh, and an easier way of dealing with oil separating out of nut butters: if you have a few days, weeks, or months before you have to open the jar, just store the jar upside down, and let the oil redistribute its own damned self.

5) I know that last week, I said I wouldn't talk any more about the Spongebob Musical for a while, but when my brain gets hold of a good story that has flaws, it tends to worry at those flaws like a tongue wiggling a loose tooth. So, here are three of them:
  • After watching the musical, I got intrigued as to its origin. And that's when I learned that the creator (Stephen Hillenburg) originally wanted the show to end after 3 seasons. If Nickelodeon had allowed that to happen, instead of relying on the show to be a weight-bearing pillar of the network, then the Tina Landau and Kyle Jarrow would have had more leeway, emotionally, to go a little bit darker, and not stick so closely to the tone of a Saturday Morning cartoon, because the primary audience would be people who were kids 20 years ago, instead of people who are kids, today (that said, I think kids today can totally handle a darker emotional tone than grown-ups give them credit for. Not that the executives who oversaw each stage of the production would understand that).
  • One of the things that bothered me about the play was that the Spongebob's main goal of the entire plot was to save his town and realize his potential as a hero. But in the script, his happy ending was getting to be manager of the restaurant; that just seemed like a big anticlimax. I've since learned that that particular plot point was a callback to the first Spongebob Movie. It's occurred to me that they could have picked up the play after the events of the movie -- with Spongebob already manager, but still frustrated, because everyone is still treating him like a little kid (because even though he has a manager's responsibilities, he still likes to blow bubbles, and eat ice cream).
  • One of the darker emotional threads of the story that the play pulls back from is that all four of the core characters share a similar angst of not being heard -- of no one understanding that each of them bring something important to the table. That's why it really annoys me (the more I think about it) how the script has it as a running joke that Spongebob always interrupts Patrick mid-sentence. That's not "BFF" Behavior. Just Saying.


And that's five.
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(I put yesterday's "Friday Five" under an access list lock, because one of the five things was kinda personal. Item 2 of 5, however, was not personal. And as I was drifting off to sleep and waking up this morning, it was still tossing around in my brain...

Because my brain treats any new-to-me story like a cat treats a fresh new catnip mouse.

Anyway, here's what I wrote, yesterday:

So -- I learned, the other day, that “Spongebob: The Musical” is a thing that exists. And I have thoughts.

I’ve never had cable, so although I know of Spongebob through Internet memes (thank you, Internets!), I’ve never actually seen the show. I used to live inside the NYC economic/cultural radius, and see commercials for currently running Broadway productions on the regular. But I have been living over 400 miles away for over 20 years, now.

But I do watch a lot of literary analysis video essays on YouTube. And the other day, the algorithm recommended: What Went Right? The Unexpected Success of Spongebob the Musical. On the strength of that review, I went looking for it online, and found someone had uploaded the telecast adaptation Nickelodeon broadcast. I'm glad I did. It was time well spent. I grew up in a house well stocked with Broadway Musical cast albums, mostly from the classic era of Rogers and Hart, and Irving Berlin, and watching this musical brought back those feels.

My thoughts are:
  • This is a perfect parable for capitalism going unquestioned while the scientist is warning that the world is going to be destroyed by natural forces unless we do something.
    • But the text of the play pulls back from that potential criticism, and contradicts the narrative's emotional arc.

  • it's one Tony win for set design was well deserved. Even through the flat computer monitor, I was awed by the way a real sense of scale and depth was created on the confined space of the stage.
  • And the song "I'm not a loser" (by They Might be Giants) is a great example (if you need one) why framing self-'affirmations' with 'not' statements only reinforce the negativity, because the subconscious brain filters out the 'Not's.


My first "more" thought, this morning, was: "If this story weren't attached to a television cartoon franchise, where the convention of "happy ending" means "hit the reset button," then the roles could have been reversed, and it could have been Spongebob urging everyone to evacuate, because the town isn't a place, it's the people. And it still would have been true to the character, and the emotional arc of the story.

(But then, we wouldn't have gotten the incredible stagecraft of showing the climb up Mt.
Humongous, so... yeah.)

My second "more" thought was: This is very much a post 9/11 story -- not only because of all the references to "Code Orange," and "no swim lists," but the underlying assumption that kids, who are the primary audience, would find resonance with an overhanging crisis on every channel on the TV...

And that's just sad.
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1) I acknowledge that I've neglected this space for my Tumblr ([tumblr.com profile] aegipan-omnicorn); I'm sorry.

2) Tomorrow is the start of NaNoWriMo -- I still have not settled on what to write, yet.

3) I accidentally ran into the door of our fridge, this week, and broke the bottom hinge. So we have a new refrigerator (delivered yesterday), but it's like 1/8th of an inch (or less) too wide for the space it was meant to go into. I was going to spend yesterday thinking about what to write for NaNoWriMo, but instead, I spent all my energy trying to find someone who can come out and trim down that much from one end of our kitchen countertop. (most places will only do it if you go for a whole kitchen remodeling job. Ended up calling a general handyman, and have an appointment for a week from Yesterday.

4) Yesterday, while scrolling through the comments of a video, I accidentally clicked on the name of a commentator, and discovered someone who's just started their YouTube Channel this week. Their first proper video (not their channel trailer) is full-documentary length. And is excellent: Stolen Anarchy: Playing Indian & The Roots of Collectivism: All about how Marx, and Engels, and Mary Wollstoncraft, et al. appropriated their political philosophies from the Haudonoshone Confederacy and the Lenni-Lenape. Highly recommended.
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Taking my mother's advice (or rather, instruction) to:

"Do what you see needs to be done!"


I have decided to do more with my YouTube channel (Capri-Omni) than what it had been, up until now (A vague rattle-bag of any doodle that couldn't fit in a static image).

This is the first video I've made in five years, just finished, last night (with open subtitles, throughout)



I've had the worst luck, historically, with keeping recording mics from breaking (long wires and wheelchair wheels do not get along), so I experimented with using Window's Narrator app to read the scripts for me. It's very clearly a computer voice, but I think it works well enough, to at least continue making videos, even if/when my new mic does break -- it won't sideline me for five years, like the last time.

One advantage of a computer-generated voice is that, for once, YouTube's computer-generated closed captions are 100% accurate

About my political slide to the Left (didn't have to slide much further) and what I want to do with the channel, overall )
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A version of the Disability Pride Flag with lower contrast colors

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On 1 September, 1939 (80 years ago, today), World War II began.

This was also the day that the systematic murder of Disabled Children and Disabled Adults (starting with those who had been institutionalized) began under Hitler's Nazi regime.


Excerpt from the Wikipedia article on Aktion T4 (emphasis mine -- citation links #44 and #45 removed):

As early as 1920, Alfred Hoche and Karl Binding advocated killing people whose lives were "unworthy of life" (lebensunwertes Leben). Darwinism was interpreted by them as justification of the demand for "beneficial" genes and eradication of the "harmful" ones. Robert Lifton wrote, "The argument went that the best young men died in war, causing a loss to the Volk of the best genes. The genes of those who did not fight (the worst genes) then proliferated freely, accelerating biological and cultural degeneration". The advocacy of eugenics in Germany gained ground after 1930, when the Depression was used to excuse cuts in funding to state mental hospitals, creating squalor and overcrowding.


Remember that when you hear the rhetoric about how there's not enough money in the federal budget to pay for Social Security Disability Insurance. Also remember that the money is there -- it's just being diverted into military spending, and (~shudder~) the Space Corps. that Trump wants.
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The (psychological) disadvantage of voting absentee is that they don't include an "I Voted!" sticker in the package... So I made my own.

I'll probably keep this as my default until the day after the election (November 6).
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(I've had this as a draft for weeks, in my Notepad -- been planning to post this both here and on Tumblr (where I'm spending more time, lately) -- and then, my posting agenda got derailed by the Drump going high-key evil, with kidnapping children. And I hate that. Anyway, I want to post this now, before Pride Month is over)

On Tumblr, many (a few? several? Anyway, a bunch) of very vocal younger bloggers are arguing that those in the LGBTQ community should never use the word "queer" to refer to themselves. because it's a slur (much to the annoyance of older folks on the site). So in May of last year, I entered the fray, by posting excerpts of course descriptions for "Queer Studies" available at colleges and universities around the U.S., as evidence that "The Q-Word" has a much richer, and older history than simply being a slur.

...And as I was reading through them, I kept thinking: "Damn! If these courses had been listed in the college catalogs in the '80s (when I was getting ready to graduate from high school) I would have signed up, even as a "Straight" person." Because I love me some interdisciplinary discussions, and the connections between art, cultural trends, and public policy. And if I had been in these classes as a twenty something, maybe I would have realized I was some flavor of queer before I became a fifty something.

I've been thinking about that again, during this year's Pride Month -- that maybe I'd be "queer" even if I were straight, because "heteronormivity" also excludes bodies like mine from what society considers "normal" sexual partnerships. And that got me thinking about the interdisciplinary course I did end up taking, in my Junior year of college (my academic advisor, by then, knew what intellectual buttons to push)

This would have been (*mumbling and counting on fingers*) in 1988? I think it was... ('twould be nifty if it were a round number of years ago) It was an experimental course called "Science and Society" that was taught cooperatively between a professor of philosophy and a professor of physics, focusing on two key points:

  1. The scientific method is a particular thing, and not just a vague belief like faith or intuition. It is also the best tool we humans have to figure out the truth of the world. And

  2. Scientists are human beings, with human limitations, and are swayed by all the bigotries and biases awash in their cultures, just like the rest of us... And that influences how they use the tool that is the scientific method.


Anyway, one day in class, we were discussing when "Homosexuality" was removed from the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual, published by the American Psychiatric Association (APA), in 1973, because actually, Homosexuality is Normal.

And one of the professors explained what the distinction between "normal' and 'abnormal' actually means, in a mental health context, versus what people think it means:

Normal, she said, is something that occurs naturally, even if it occurs rarely, that causes no harm to the individual or the people around them. Gays and lesbians may only be 10% of the population (trans and nonbinary, bi, pan, and ace people weren't on our radar, yet). But even though it's unusual, being attacted to people of your own gender is something that happens naturally, and causes nobody any harm.

Therefore, homosexuality "normal."

She then went on to contrast homosexuality, which is considered 'abnormal' because it is rare, to antisemitism in to Nazi Germany where the inaction of people to resist rhe Holocaust has been excused "Because that's what everyone believed back then -- it was just 'normal'. ...But it harmed millions upon millions of people.

Therefore, Nazism is "abnormal."

Although we didn't use the word in class, I now think what our professor was actually talking about was "normativity."

According to Wikipedia, in philosophy and the social sciences, "normative" refers to those cultural expectations and beliefs which we presume to be healthy and natural, based on our prejudices:

"Normal" = Is. "Normative" = Should Be

So: being heterosexual and being some flavor of LGBTQ are both "normal," in that all variations of sexuality and gender identity are part of the natural range of human experience, and don't, in themselves, cause anyone any harm. That's why pedophilia, beastiality, and incels have no place in the LGBTQ community: they can label themselves with "Alternate" sexuality all they want. But the 'urges' they want the freedom to act out causes harm to others.

And so does "Straight Pride" and "White Pride."

LGBTQ Pride: We're here. We've a normal part of the human race. And we are healthy and loving, even if we're different.

Straight Pride/White Pride: We demand that you submit to our power over you, and be happy about it.




So... Anyway: ...I was hoping to have come to this point and have a really strong, coherent, closing paragraph to wrap this all up. But I don't. I guess this month has just got me thinking about Queerness, and Nazis in equal measure. And that brought up the memory of a classroom discussion from 30 years ago.

Also: I'm queer... in more ways than one (I count at least 3).
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I called the local-to-me office, and was directed to Congressman McEachin’s government website, to send an email from there, so that my zip code (and thus my constituency status) could be confirmed.

This is what I wrote:

Dear Congressman Donald McEachin:

I am writing today to urge you to vote “No” on H.R. 620 (“ADA Education and Reform Act of 2017) when it comes up for a vote (Scheduled for Febuary [sic – oops] 15, 2018), filed under Civil Rights and Liberties, Minority Issues. According to the 2010 U.S. Census, 56.7 million, or 19% of Americans, are disabled and living outside of institutions (source: https://www.disabled-world.com/disability/statistics/cbfff.php), and thus, would be directly and adversely affected by this proposed legislation, not to mention the negative impact it would have on their family members.

The following is an excerpt from a summary of the bill, as written on Congress.gov:

"The bill prohibits civil actions based on the failure to remove an architectural barrier to access into an existing public accommodation unless: (1) the aggrieved person has provided to the owners or operators a written notice specific enough to identify the barrier, and (2) the owners or operators fail to provide the person with a written description outlining improvements that will be made to improve the barrier or they fail to remove the barrier or make substantial progress after providing such a description. The aggrieved person’s notice must specify: (1) the address of the property, (2) the specific ADA sections alleged to have been violated, (3) whether a request for assistance in removing an architectural barrier was made, and (4) whether the barrier was permanent or temporary. ”

The Americans with Disabilities Act was passed into law over 27 years ago, and even at the time, a grace period of 18 months was already written into the law in order to give businesses a chance to come into compliance.

The only legal protection that the Americans with Disabilities Act gives to citizens was the right to seek redress in court, if a business or employer denies them equal access to goods, services or jobs that are available to every other citizen. If The ADA Education and Reform Act were to become law, it would hobble these protections even further. In no other domain of public life is ignorance of the law a valid defense. And to ask the victims of discrimination to bear the sole responsibility for enforcement of the laws meant to protect them is a travesty.

Therefore, I urge you again to vote “no” on this bill. Thank you for your continued support of minorities in your district.

Sincerely,
[My name]
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Thanks to the last of LiveJournal's servers being moved to Moscow, Russia, and to LiveJournal disabling its secure encryption (allowing Web Crawling bots to read all your private information), I am no longer cross-posting my entries from Dreamwidth. And, this blog as a whole will be deleted on Friday, January 6, 2017-- no later than 9:00 am Eastern Standard Time (2:00 PM, Greenwich Mean Time).

This blog is archived in its entirety at Dreamwidth, and you can still reach me there (And if you want a hand in setting up your own journal on that site, I can give some pointers). The link is here: http://capriuni.dreamwidth.org/

And I also have a Tumblr, here: https://aegipanomnicorn.tumblr.com/

I'll see you on the other side.

This is not goodbye.
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Inspired by the election results: A text tee-shirt that reads: "Optimistic out of SPITE"

This one is in color, gray, and transparent on a black field (transparent matches whatever color your shirt is -- it's available on a wide range of light colors).

I also plan on making a version that's all transparent on black, and all black on transparent.

You can find it here.
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On Wednesday, January 11, 2012, the Supreme Court of the United States (SCOTUS) unanimously (I.E. both "liberal" and "conservative" judges) ruled that religious organizations can discriminate at will in deciding whom to hire and fire, as long as those people have the title of "minister."

On the one hand, I'm a firm and staunch supporter in the Separation of Church and State, and believe that freedom of religion is also freedom from religion.

And I can see how, if government officials are allowed to a say in what's considered a "real" religion and who's considered a "real" minister, life could get very dicey and uncomfortable for those with minority belief systems in this culture.

However -- the reason, (on supposed religious grounds) that Hosanna-Tabor Evangelical Lutheran Church and School fired Cheryl Perich was that she sued the school for violation of the American with Disabilities Act, and it's against their religion to involve the courts in settling disputes.

Oh, how convenient. [/Church-Lady Voice]

The thing is: Suing in the Courts is the only provision of enforcement written into the ADA Law.

When the ADA became law 21 1/2 years ago, being told I had the right to sue someone who denied me access sounded like a fantastic gift and a tool of empowerment. But over the years, I've come to see that provision (especially since it's the only tooth that the ADA has) as a tool of disempowerment for PWD. Allowing us to sue also allows those with ability-privilege (like playground bullies) to play "Keep Away" with our civil rights.

Besides, for those business owners who might otherwise want to be inclusive, being told they'd "Better do this right, or you're gonna get sued!" is hardly conducive to fostering an atmosphere of openness and flexibility.

But now that the ADA is law, I don't know how to change it.

*sigh*
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It wasn't this bad, four years ago, was it? Back then, the Networks didn't break into the regularly scheduled local news to give the results of the Iowa Caucuses as if they were the actual presidential election, did they?

Damn! This is going to be a long year, isn't it?

*sigh*
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(Manually cross-posted to my LJ mirror)

On Sunday, November 27th, I was having lunch with my long time friend and writing mentor, Irene O'Garden, who founded The Art Garden, and she asked me what writing, other than The Art Garden, that I've been doing. So I started talking about Plato's Nightmare / Aesop's Dream.

And another guest there, Scott Laughead, got really excited by the idea of what I was doing, and said that I should find a partner, and apply for a grant to support my work on this, because it's important (And that getting a partner would make it easier to get a grant, because it would show potential donors that this is more than just a pet peeve or private pipe dream or fantasy).

I agree that it's important; I truly believe that participating in storytelling (in whatever medium, and whether as teller or audience) is central to our humanity, and that the stories we tell have a profound impact on the realities we bring about. And yes, noticing that the Experience of Disability can be found in folklore (and literature) is one way to acknowledge that Disability is part of human experience. Period. And it's about time we got over the idea that the Disabled are always rare exceptions, and this whole, new "politically correct" thing that we have to change everything for, out of the blue, because some do-gooder got a bee in her bonnet...

And seriously? even the idea that someone might give me money to do something I've loved ever since I can remember loving stuff is a downright heady and intoxicating idea.

But --

Bwah?

Turning Plato's Nightmare / Aesop's Dream into something that would even make sense to use grant money would mean turning it into some form that engages the Capital P "Public," in some way (and that makes the idea very Scary [Capital S]). And right now, it's very much a private, editorial, thing: just my private opinions, based on my own experience (very real and valid, but also limited).

How do I change PNAD from a private noun into a public verb, so to speak?

I'm tickled by the idea, but I'm also stumped.

Any suggestions?
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[AN: When I woke up, this morning, I thought this was going to be a long, involved, post with video links and full transcripts of words, audio, and description. But that was six hours ago, and it turns out I don't have the attention span for all that, anymore. So this is just to make note of these two sychronistic phenomena]

"American Country Music" fell out of my good graces after September 11, 2001, when the whole genre turned into "America's gonna whup the World's ASS!!," and the Dixie Chicks were ostracized for daring to criticize Bush's war policy. And I thought I would cringe at Country Music forever.

But then, yesterday, I read this post from Dave Hingsburger: The Day the Dog Didn't Die [emphesis mine]:

(quote) So here's to Darius Rucker, here's to song writers Brett James and Chris Young who worked with people with disabilities in writing the song, here's to CMA [Country Music Accademy] for making space for people with disabilities to shine. (unquote)


And then, a couple hours later, I was surfing through the channels on my set, and caught a glimpse of a country music video that featured two disabled war veterans just going through their daily lives (with actual disabled actors, no less, not able-bodied folks in Cripface), in a way that just happened to include putting on your prosthetic leg and glass eye (one soldier had lost a leg, the other had become visually impaired) when you get dressed in the morning, without pity.

The lyrics of the song, without the visuals, are all about getting over a bad romantic break-up; with the video, it's all about how being Disabled is just "A different kind of normal," instead of OMG!Inspiring!Tragedy! (though you wouldn't know it by reading the comments on YouTube).


*The Shape I'm In* lyrics are behind this cut )

YouTube Video Link "The Shape I'm in" performed by Joe Nichols

You know, a generation ago, the Disability Rights movement got a big momentum push from the veterans returning from Vietnam, translating the skills they learned protesting the war policy into agitating for accessibility. Back when these wars started, especially since the lower mortality rates, this time around, translates to higher "survival with disability" rates, I was wondering if, or when, the Disability Rights movement would get another boost from vets.

Maybe that's starting to happen, now.
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I decided to call it "Chimeragons" (even though that wasn't the most popular choice on my poll), because as I was drifting off to sleep, I thought of a perfect slogan/subtitle:

"Where Fabulous Monsters meet the Shape of the Future" -- social commentary, philosophy and humor

Link! Chimerigons


I haven't finished my logo for the store, yet. For some reason, they don't let you design your storefront before creating your stuff. But I'm working on it (The first half of the title will be in an Ancient Greek-inspired font, and the suffix will be shaped out of hexagons -- with wings and horns and hooves sprouting out of the letters).

I've got three items up for sale, so far:

  • "Monster on Wheels" kids' shirt (Grown-ups in wheelchairs already get infantilized enough as it is, so I'm working on a grown-up graphic that's a little bit edgier, with maybe a PG-13 rated motto)*

  • Right-handed "Plot Bunnies are Brooding" mug. (I made a mistake, and clicked the wrong thing, and it's only available on a ceramic coffee mug -- but two sizes and six styles!)

  • Left-handed "plot Bunnies are Brooding" mug (this one is also available on stainless steel travel mugs and beer steins)


Ideas I want to do soon:

  • something to do with this quote from Helen Keller: "[O]ur old ideas are up a tree... traditions are scurrying away before the advance of their everlasting enemy, the questioning mind of a new age" (probably greatly abridged), to remind people that she grew up, and said a lot more than "wa-wa."

  • Something celebrating the Americans with Disabilities Act's 21st anniversary ("The ADA is old enough to buy a beer. So why is it so hard to find an accessible bar?" -- or something)

  • Something (or three) protesting the "Teach to the Test" trend in current American education

  • Things with Shakespeare Quotes, preferably lesser-known, snarky ones.

  • Things with proverbs.

  • A bunch of anti-bullying, anti-pity, ideas**


*I'm thinking a full-grown dragon with smoke rising from his/her nostrils, and the slogan: "It's better to light a person than curse the darkness"

**The idea came to me that: "Pitying = Bullying" Agree?
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On January 6, Craig Ferguson Interviewed Alex Kingston. And, as part of that episode, he finally got a chance to air his Ode to the Legacy that is Doctor Who legally (yay!).

On January 8, I woke up wanting to write up my thoughts about the episode, and thoughts I've had about that ode since it aired in November.

But then, I got hit with the news of the violence and death and cynicism in Tucson, and it sucked all the squee out of my heart.

Today, I woke up and decided that this would be the day I made this post. So, here's a close approximation of what I would have written a week ago, colored by the fact that I am (actually) a week, and (legally) a year, older:

  1. He had Gary Sinise on first (this is a ranty-McRant-rant tangeant). )


Now, onto that "Summary of Doctor Who set to the Orbital Theme Remix" (We can't really call it "The lost cold open" anymore, can we?):

  1. I disagree with the lyric: "He is a force for good
    in an otherwise uncertain universe."

    The Doctor is not a "force." He's an individual, endowed (blessed, cursed, what-have-you) with an immense intellect, an equal capacity for imagination, and a profoundly strong moral compass (and a kindness that he has grown into). But he is also flawed, and often mistaken, and that moral compass and intellect can sometimes get in the way, and his actions, as often as not, have unforseen consequences that unleash evil as well as good.

    He's not a superhero, to my mind, but he is a hero -- in the Joseph Campbell sense of the word. And if you're looking for a fictional character to be your role model, it would be hard to find a better one.

  2. More lyrics: "One thing is consistent, though, / And this is why the show / Remains beloved by geeks and nerds: / It's all about the triumph of Intellect and Romance / Over Brute force and Cynicism."

    Yes. THIS. ...And, sadly, I think this is one reason why Doctor Who has never really caught on in America, and remains a relatively small fandom even among the geeks (compared to Star Trek, mainly): there's always been a part of American culture that has embraced Brute Force and Cynicism, and looked askance at Intellect and Romance as "sissy."

    If you want to get an idea of how far back into our culture this goes, just take a look at how Benjamin Franklin was treated, at the end of his life, and how low he is in the hierarchy of Heroic Founding Fathers, compared to the soldiers and generals.

  3. I guessed right! re: which River Song clip they'd show before she came out, to introduce the character to first timers (It was the Fez killing scene on the rooftop). It was a brilliant choice: it showed all the main characters in a single shot (Amy, Rory, River and the Doctor), and it hinted at the wit of the dialog and the relationships between them. And it had a big shooty-gun bit, too (see above).

    I think they made a really bad choice for a clip for Matt Smith's interview, btw (The one where he first encounters the vampire ladies in Venice). That's a great scene for those who already know the essence of the Doctor. But it's kind of hard to sell him as a main character-Hero, if your first impression of him is gleefully running away (I'd have loved it if they'd shown the clip of him riding a galloping horse, or [but it's too spoilery] when he introduces himself to the "Deathy aliens... of Death!" at the end of "Eleventh Hour").

  4. I was bemused / amused when Alex Kingston compared American Who fans to the Zombie!Apocolypse. Do you think American fans really are more that much crazier than their British counterparts, or is it just that much harder to camouflage a television shoot in the open plains than it is in the hidey-holes and alleyways of Cardiff?

  5. I've seen (via "Confidential" clips on YouTube) that this next season will reveal who River Song is. Do you think, if RTD were still in charge, he'd have the same answer as Stephen Moffat is dreaming (or has dreamt) up?


Okay, I think that just about covers all the rambling thoughts that have been rambling through my brain these last couple of weeks...
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On Saturday evening I posted a link to the news of the mass shooting in Arizona without comment besides the fact that it made me sad. But over this weekend, I also realized that I need to do more speaking up. I am still reluctant do open a Facebook or Twitter account, but I can still do things like write letters to the editor, at least once in a while (I think the last time I even attempted it was back in 2004).

Today, the local call-in radio show (on my public radio station) was inviting people to call in with their ideas. And if you couldn't call, to send an email. I couldn't get to the phone before the hour was up, so I got on-line after breakfast to send them one. And I got hung up on the wording (And what's the etiquette on formal email salutations, these days, especially if you're not sure who's reading it on the other end? Do emails need the same sorts of salutation and introductory remarks as traditionally posted mail?).

So here's where I say the same thing over and over, while I figure out the best way to say it. I wouldn't mind if you shared your preference in comments.

Main point: It's time to expand the concept of "Fighting for our freedom," and "Honoring those who serve" beyond the military.

NB: In this community, the military (especially the Navy and Air Force) has been the number one employer since World War 2. So anything that could be construed as "dissing" the military is potentially incendiary, and thus my nervousness regarding the wording of my argument.

Iterations on a point beyond this point )

*Sigh* and now, the day is basically over, and we're on to the next news cycle. Reminds me a bit of this recent XKCD comic: http://www.xkcd.com/844/ -- writing "good code" is very much like "writing good."

Oh well, I think this is something I need to work out and get out there in one form or another, even if it's not to this particular radio program on this particular day.
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I feel like I should at least make an acknowledgement that this happened, and that I'm thinking about it, today, and wishing the world would be a better place:

Associated Press report, via Yahoo!news: Representative Gabbrielle Giffords, of Arizona was shot today at a public meeting with her constituents

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